…la lang…

hmmm… musta naman.. 14 na today..

napaka eventdul ng araw na ‘to.. pero happy nga ba? cguro oo din, in a way…

masaya ksi kahit papano, umabot ng 1 month db? to that special person, salamat po for the joy you’ve brought into my life.. yuck, corny! haha.. pero totoo… salamat ha.. <3

pero hindi lahat masaya… gaya na lng ng………

hay buhay… ewan ko nga ba.. kasi naman yang journalism na yan eh…. kung di ko nga lang talaga passion ang pagsusulat.. ay, ewan! pero nandyan na yan eh… you’ve gotta make the most of the situation na lang siguro… in other words… good luck sa atin.. you guys know who you are… lester, jess, matthew… pati na rin c almairah..

bahala na… yan na lng ang naiisip ko everytime i ponder the situation.. one thing’s for sure. i’m not ready to give you up, not just yet.. not ever, actually.. in the ever popular words of ray evans… que sera sera…

magkamatayan na, wag lang hingin sa ‘kin na iwanan kita.. di ko pala kaya..

haha… tama na drama..

nga pala.. bday ni marynette.. whehe.. happy bday na rin..

goodness… i feel emotionally drained, like i rode a roller coaster 50 times with no stopping… like i’m gonna be sick to my stomach, but due to the repetition, i just can’t seem to empty myself… parang cycle lang pala noh? haiii…

still confuzzled. >.<

it’s hard to give someone your trust, someone once told me…

it’s hard and difficult, yet you gave it to me, and i? i broke it, shattered it into a million pieces..

god, i feel so stupid.

it’s painful to know that you don’t trust me, yet even more so to realized that it is my own doing that has led to your distrust.

i don’t like begging, but for this, i will..

i implore you, i beg of you, hell, i ask of you to let me earn back that trust.

i have nothing to offer to you as a guarantee, nothing at all. it’s a leap of faith that i’m asking you to take… i promise only that this time, i won’t take it for grated, that this time i will value your trust in me…

i don’t want you to say that you made a mistake in choosing me.. that would be too hard, too painful.. i love you, and i don’t want to let you go, i can’t let you go..

im sorry… im so so so sorry…

haaaai…

kamusta naman?

at last, tapos na ung contests namin sa journal.. free at last!
hehe.. la  lng.. di pa ako makatulog, so i’m writing here.. hmm… test sa math tomorrow.. yikes!

haha…

miss ko na sha.. <3

haaaizzzz…