trust
it’s hard to give someone your trust, someone once told me…
it’s hard and difficult, yet you gave it to me, and i? i broke it, shattered it into a million pieces..
god, i feel so stupid.
it’s painful to know that you don’t trust me, yet even more so to realized that it is my own doing that has led to your distrust.
i don’t like begging, but for this, i will..
i implore you, i beg of you, hell, i ask of you to let me earn back that trust.
i have nothing to offer to you as a guarantee, nothing at all. it’s a leap of faith that i’m asking you to take… i promise only that this time, i won’t take it for grated, that this time i will value your trust in me…
i don’t want you to say that you made a mistake in choosing me.. that would be too hard, too painful.. i love you, and i don’t want to let you go, i can’t let you go..
im sorry… im so so so sorry…
